Chapter 50 The thought (2)
It couldn’t be that he truly fell in love with her, right?
This sudden speculation made Chen Hui startled, but she couldn’t help but think about the possibility of this speculation. Does a eunuch really have the ability to fall in love with someone? Also, does she really have the ability to make Li Youde like her?
Chen Hui was very unconfident about this, but she didn’t dare to rashly rule out this kind of possibility. Because people with different personalities who had fallen in love would have a huge difference in the manifestation of the love. So, she was not sure about Li Youde’s true attitude. He was already moody before and it wasn’t easy to win favor by fawning on him. The abnormality of now, maybe it couldn’t be considered very abnormal. If another man came to question her why she refused to admit that she is his woman, that would mean without mistake that he likes her. But she couldn’t conclude easily after Li Youde came to question her. That the original went to commit suicide by ramming into a pillar at the beginning has hurt his self-esteem. So, that he came to question her might be because he was hurt. It was just that it was a bit incomprehensible that he left without getting the result of the questioning tonight.
Chen Hui was in a bit of a bewildered mood before she went to bed.
She was already sure that she has a certain status in Li Youde’s heart. He would be a little reluctant before doing something to her. Then, as long as she didn’t do anything overboard, be content with her lot and live her simple life, her life would be smooth and steady.
But if by chance Li Youde really fell in love with her, or better said, took a fancy on her, then, what should she do? Really let an exasperating eunuch fiddle with her at will? Her face almost turned green after recalling that box of jade genitals.
Chen Hui who fell asleep with worry had another dream. In the dream, Li Youde called her to the main room and asked her to kneel in front of him. And he used that jade genital to lift her chin. He smiled coldly and lewdly, “Lady Chen, in the past you said that you are my woman. Today, I will fulfill your wish. Go lie down on the bed. I will come to satisfy you in a short while.” In the dream, her body was beyond her control and she went to lie down on the bed. She raised her head, opened her eyes wide and waited for Li Youde. It was obvious that she was burning with impatience, but she was unable to break away from the invisible control.
She just waited like that with her eyes open. Such a nightmare that she was fully aware off would happen at any moment, but the fear of not knowing when it would happen pulled at Chen Hui’s heart until when the day had become bright. When Chen Hui opened her eyes, the emotions of the dream still controlled her, making her heart tight.
Xiao Tiao’s voice awakened Chen Hui. She also realized that the terrible scene was just her dream, but she still shed cold sweat.
She was now not too afraid of Li Youde, but it was still different things from lying on the bed and let him do this and that! After all, a eunuch is missing two pounds of meat and couldn’t vent well on the bed. Presumably, nine out of ten would be perverse in bed. She, a weak woman, forget it, she doesn’t want to experience it in person!
Because she had this dream when it was approaching the morning, Chen Hui wasn’t in bright spirits. When she was washing up and planning to have breakfast, Xiao Liu from the main room came over and said that Li Youde let her go to have breakfast together.
Chen Hui sighed silently. The feeling as if the nightmare was about to come true was really terrible. What should she do if her guess becomes the reality? With Li Youde’s personality of not easily allowing others to see his lower body, he must be the one neatly dressed when doing such things. And she, she wouldn’t know how she would be manipulated. But she wouldn’t be able to do anything even if she could guess her future. If that time really comes, could it be that she has to ram her head because of her virginity? …Forget it, if it really comes to that she would take it due to not having a choice. Think about it optimistically, at least, she has meat to eat. Moreover, things may not be as she thought.
Chen Hui calmed herself silently and went to the main room in just a few steps. The moment she saw Li Youde, she immediately put on a smile and said, “Lord, you want to have breakfast together with this Lady Chen?”
She walked over slowly. Her expression was a bit shy, “Lord. You should have told me last night. This Lady Chen would’ve woken up earlier. There would be no need for lord to wait.”
She observed Li Youde secretly. She felt that the feeling he gave was a bit different from last night. She wondered whether it was an illusion.
“I haven’t figured it out last night,” Li Youde pointed to the seat next to him, “Have a seat.”
Chen Hui’s heart sank and she didn’t feel well. She somehow felt that his sentence has a double meaning! What didn’t he figure out last night? He figured it out in the morning, so, he called her over? Can this breakfast be finished smoothly? Will he show the guy halfway through the meal?
Chen Hui sat down trembling in fear, but she didn’t dare to show the fear that would cause Li Youde to notice it. She lowered her head and just ate the thick and sweet porridge in her bowl. She almost didn’t pick up any side dishes.
Li Youde was concerned about eating breakfast but his thoughts have never stopped for a moment.
He ran away last night. The feeling was so strange that he had never experienced it in his life. Hence, he was a little at loss. In fact, if it wasn’t because of what Lady Chen had said that night, presumably, he wouldn’t have understood what that feeling was after a long time.
Lord likes this Lady Chen and that was why you want to do whatever you please to this Lady Chen.
Saying to do whatever he pleases was to frighten her. He loved seeing her panicked expression when she was frightened to get the cat-and-mouse-like pleasure, but the previous sentence made him panic instantly.
He had been in the palace for more than twenty years and had seen many of those dirty things of the palace. He didn’t know how many times he had seen a simple thing like ‘pairing food’. A eunuch and a palace maid, a eunuch and a consort who lost favor, and even consorts and palace maids and palace maids and palace maids. The palace is too big and too lonely. Before one was able to gain free access to the palace, no one could leave the palace once one entered it. Those unfortunate ones would die tragically in the harem, but what was even worse was being in the palace until an old age, dying there and never saw a scene outside the palace again.
He has never thought about pairing food. Since the tragic death of his old friend when he was young, he only wanted to climb up, using all means to climb up, climbing up to a position of being below one person and about ten thousands. Only when you are grasping the power in your hands, you will not easily be beaten to death. He didn’t want to have a taste of the pain that continued to hurt his bones after being hit with the wooden board. He didn’t want to taste it again in this life.
Li Youde suddenly looked at Chen Hui and saw that she was only eating the porridge. He couldn’t help but ask, “Lady Chen, do you like plain porridge so much? Are you afraid that there is poison in the side dishes?”
Chen Hui didn’t say anything, but she hurriedly reached out with the chopstick to pick up some side dishes. Of course, she didn’t like to only eat plain porridge. She didn’t like it at all!
Li Youde humphed once and suppressed the urge to reach out his hand to her head. There was a bit of joy in his heart.
He really didn’t expect that there would be a day where he also would want to pair food. It was obviously a woman who had been forcefully thrown at him, but he didn’t know why, he began to care for her. Fortunately, she was already in his backyard and she was his. No one could take her away. So, let’s keep and pamper her. Perhaps, he would get bored of her one day.
“Lord, why don’t you eat?” Chen Hui became afraid because of Li Youde’s fixed stare and she asked that with a drumming heart. Please, absolutely don’t say, “After you finished eating, I will eat you.” Ah, she would be scared to death!
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